

Beloved Beckham…
Do you ever struggle for words to express the different degrees of love? I have heard many sermons on the different types of love and what each means and still feel that sometimes I feel things much deeper than any definition allows for. Maybe there should be a new definition for the love of a mother and her child(ren), the all consuming throbbing within the heart that says I LOVE you. I CHERISH you. I would and will do ANYTHING for you. Your SMILE brightens my heart and crushes any opposing mood. I could spend hours just staring at you as you PEACEFULLY SLEEP so unaware of the rest of the world.
I want to PROTECT you from all struggles yet show you how to handle hardship with grace, learning to depend on our powerful God.
I want to HOLD you close forever, feel your tiny heart beating and feel your sweet breath on my neck as you sleep, yet guide you as you grow to be a man, a husband, a father.
I want you to LOVE, LOVE, LOVE. To love life, love God and love others. To be generous with your heart, sharing your feelings and passions with others and to do this with humility.
I want you to LAUGH. To laugh at the small things and search out the beautiful and perfect in the hard times. I pray God fills your little life with abundant blessings and joy. May the light always shine from your eyes like it does now.
I want you to KNOW that I love you, that I would do anything for you, that I am so proud of you, that you are my precious miracle and you can’t ever do anything to change that. You are loved unconditionally and forever by your mommy.
Just some thoughts from a mommy in love…

















